Soul Essence and Primal Wound - E-book

WHO ARE YOU?

Have you often wondered why you, as a soul, are here on Earth? Does the question repeatedly occupy you about what sense the life you lead here has and whether there is a plan behind it? Do you know the feeling that you have a specific task, but don't know how to live it? Have you always wanted to know where you were before you were born? Have you sat under a starry sky looking at the heavens many times and felt a faint memory of other times, realms, and experiences? In those moments, have you sensed that here on Earth it's about something completely different than the so-called "reality" that's conveyed to you? Since the beginning of human history, questions about the meaning of our lives and the origin of humanity have preoccupied us. Especially the courageous pioneer souls who came to Earth to give people guidance, direction, and orientation carried the spark of longing for the original soul home through all time and until now. Since you hold this book in your hands, it is more than likely that you are one of these pioneers who came here from other star realms at the beginning of the three-dimensional Earth and landed on Earth. You have surely asked yourself many questions in your life and have been searching for the meaning of Everything for a long time. Perhaps you have already been on the move in many levels as a spiritual seeker and also finder, have researched, read, tried out teachers, mediums, and masters, experienced yourself in deep therapy. And yet nothing could satisfy your deep longing and heal the pain of loneliness and separation. You hold this book in your hand now because it's time to remember. At the beginning of your journey on Earth, you gave yourself the promise to return to your original form – the form that fully and completely corresponds to your soul. You wanted to remember yourself again, your soul plan, your task on Earth. Your soul yearns to feel connected again and to arrive fully in acceptance in the here and now. Welcome Home!

INTRODUCTION

By Eva Denk A few years ago, I truly believed that I had completed the greater part of the journey into spiritual awakening. My vision was that my life would flow into an emotion-free, quiet stream, at the end of which lay a peaceful passing into the other world. In the past decades, I had resolved so much within myself, "worked" on myself, and healed. But the soul—the transformative force of All That Is, which does not rest until we are truly whole—whispered to me: "And beyond the horizon, it continues..." During a lecture I gave in 2008 to eighty seminar participants, the spiritual world conveyed very unsettling messages to me about the time ahead. Since 2004, I have been consciously connected to a spiritual intelligence that works through me. In this state of expanded consciousness, I allow words and energies to flow through me. These messages and information from the spiritual, non-visible realm I have experienced over all these years as profoundly truthful and clear. I have never detected an error or untruth in them. On that evening as well, it was lovingly explained what the coming years would be about. My spiritual companions spoke of the original wound of our humanity, which at the same time contains our innermost potential, our soul essence. They said that a great transformation was impending, in which we pioneer souls would be guided through a deep process, as a result of which the original wound and thus all suppressed emotions would be unlocked and completely healed. Each of us would be confronted with everything that was not yet in love, so that we could return to the primal form of our essence. To be a light for the awakening souls in the new time, we would need to reconnect with our soul essence and fundamental abilities. In this process, much dust would be stirred up and much chaos would reign, but afterward, everything would be brought into a new, harmonious order. At that time, all of us who received this message thought: "Finally, it's starting! The Golden Age begins, and love will ultimately take the scepter!" Most expected that the "outside" world would change above all. A bit of upheaval and confusion, a few small catastrophes—and then the ascent into the light would follow.

The Storm of Transformation 2010 – 2015

But what then happened, no one could have imagined. For the wind of transformation first raged within us ourselves: in our soul homes, our so-called "love" relationships, our cherished habits. At times, many of us lost faith that we were being guided by something that meant well for us. Many told themselves: "I certainly didn't want this." Oh, yes, dear soul, you did! For me personally, the transformation years from 2010 to 2015 overshadowed everything I had experienced in my life up to that point. The storm of transformation within me and in the outer world left no stone upon the other. Everything I had thought about myself and life up to then was destroyed in this hurricane. As an astrologer, I recognized from the constellations what it was about and spoke about it in my lectures. Deeply touched, I learned that so many of the souls who had been searching for a long time were going through the same intense transformation. Throughout all those challenging years, I ceaselessly asked myself why it was necessary to unlock our deepest fears, our feelings of failure, and all the associated emotions. Why were we giving souls—we healers, therapists, mediums, and spiritual guides—being challenged so intensely? Especially the souls who had worked so much on themselves suddenly encountered life circumstances that demanded so much of them that they simply wanted to give up. Is the universe just unfair?

The Veil Lifts

Since 1989, I have been giving astrological consultations. It has been a journey ever deeper into "what holds the world together." Over all those years with countless counseling sessions, I was repeatedly able to recognize that behind every soul path lies a profound meaning. My respect for our humanity, for every individual and so multifaceted path of a soul, grew with every deep gaze into this higher plan. The diversity that shone toward me from the souls sitting before me always deeply impressed me. No one is like another in their most intrinsic way. The Divine knows exactly what it is doing. It will never repeat itself - that would be pure waste. Each of us is unique, incomparable, and exactly right for this time, this moment, just as they are. Over the years, I received more and more information from the spiritual world. The more I allowed an expanded consciousness in my consultations, the clearer I "saw" the paths of a soul through time and the plan that lies behind it. However, from the year 2000 onward, my perception went even deeper. My gaze was repeatedly directed to Chiron, the "wounded healer" in the horoscope. In very vivid images, it was shown to me how we souls, at the beginning of our incarnations on Earth, were exposed to a profound shock of separation, which today still triggers our primal fears in our cells in seemingly harmless situations. Thus, a basically banal experience can throw us into ancient emotional patterns and entanglements. These insights were so unequivocal over all those years that I knew deep down they corresponded to the truth.